I never feared death until now. I have tried to be logical about it. I have only asked God to give me enough time to raise my Son. I have asked him to give me enough time that he won’t be permanently scarred as I am all he has. He needs me, for now, but …
Why do you love me? I am not that special and don’t see what you see. I love the girl you love, but I just can’t believe that I am her. Have you really chosen me? I see the way you talk about me and look at me and how your face softens when you …
Today is one of those days. I can’t get you out of my head. I feel overwhelmed by my love for you and wonder what prompts it. I can’t think of anything but you. I can’t stop thinking about you entering me. The way you just take what you want, when you want and where …
There is not a thing about you that I would change. Not one thing my love. There is incredible freedom in that feeling. I have the freedom to love you without barriers, walls, judgment or fear Without “I love you, if” or “I love you, but”…It’s just I love you. In my love for you, …
A Fetlife Friend wrote to me after I had posted a few pictures of a date with Dreamwalker, his belt and his Sjambok. I imagine the pictures were quite shocking to some people who saw them, although I just love every mark he puts on me. They are his marks and they belong to him …
Do you ever get overwhelmed by the constant pushing and question yourself? This is a hard question to answer. Yes, I get overwhelmed but more because I worry that I am not pushing myself enough. I wonder, could I have gone harder or longer. I worry that Dreamwalker will not be satisfied with me. I …
A very good friend of mine was pondering whether or not she could have such a close and intimate relationship with her Dominant that he would eventually know her limits so well, that they would become his limits, hence making her a no limits submissive. In saying limits we are not talking about hard limits …
Dear Louise, You were the first person to ever comment on my blog. I will never forget the day I saw your comment. I was filled with appreciation and also a strange sense that there actually are people reading this. I didn’t know Dreamwalker was making it public when he did and I had mixed …
I am worried. It is so hard to be deeply in love sometimes. It’s beautiful, don’t get me wrong, I am so incredibly grateful for my beautiful Dreamwalker, but….it’s hard. It’s hard because you have to feel so much. You have to trust, you have to open your heart, you have to take down your …
I am racking my brain thinking of things I can do to show you the depth of my love for you.