I Need No Faith

My Love,

 

I am not good at all with the spoken word.  The language of my heart comes only through my writing so I write you this in hopes to express to you the meaning you have in my life.   When I met you, I had no idea that you were to be the owner of my heart.   God laughs at us as we make plans.  He knows what he is doing and you were a divine blessing, a gift that cannot be measured in riches or gold, you were  his way of kissing me and telling me that he would always protect me.

Your love has cleansed my troubled soul and repaired my broken heart.  God  knew what was ahead for me and he knew that without your love I would have not been able to face and battle the demons that I have had to in the last year.  You are the measure of his unending love.   I thought I had my own demons to battle, never did I realize that the scariest and most dangerous demons had taken up residence in the soul of my beautiful son.

Your love not only healed me but strengthened me.   You offered me acceptance and serenity and you delivered me from evil and prepared me for the battle of my life.  I am ready my love.  Because of you, I am ready and capable and strong.  I will not let them win his soul.  I know you wont either.

Thank you my darling Dreamwalker, for without you, I would have been lost in a never ending abyss of darkness.  I could not fight this battle without you by my side.  I don’t need faith because I know you were sent to me by the heavens.

Thank you.  I adore and love you always, my love for you knows no limits or conditions.


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